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Many other oaks look like them, but somehow I know these two more intimately. My special place pertains to that hollow under these trees, my own secluded paradise. These trees and all other elements in my sanctuary refresh my mind and body, help me reflect and think, and inflame my motivations in life. The pin oak leaves contain colors that simmer outwards and the breeze refreshes with greenery scents; these natural elements revitalize my drained mind and body. The demands of school, workplace, and social relationships can be grueling.
They crisscross and cut me inside, for whenever I want to spread myself as thickly as possible, I only spread like a thin wafer across multiple activities. After exams and other tiring activities, I often rush to my special space. It provides a time to be one with nature, which can be exceptionally spiritual, for God made these beautiful trees to take care of exhausted people like me. Once I looked at their leaves and wanted to paint them. Not having my painting tools with me, I memorized their details and what they made me feel.
The warm colors of red, orange, and yellow clung to each other, tugging but not fully merging. No color wins or loses in these battles. Vermillion and red orange stained the leaves’ veins, while Naples yellow and other values of yellow flowed outwards to their edges. The red bled into the yellow, as if painting wet red on a wet yellow cotton rag paper. The burst of colors granted me a sense of peace. They reminded me of the wonderful hues in life that change and combine with many others. The breeze forgave my sudden intrusion in their space.
It enveloped me with quick warm hugs from time to time. The greenery scents brushed my nose, while faraway laughter of teenagers, kids, and parents flew by. The bench felt cold and rough. It matched my feelings before I went there. Sitting and just staying there invoked positive emotions. My sanctuary breathed freshness into my mind and then slowly massaged my body. I felt as warm as these colors: red, yellow, and orange. I closed my eyes and I spilled over these colors and they spilled over me.
I flowed with them, colors on top of colors, never completely mixing. My dark colors subsided. I felt yellow all over. Then, I felt red and orange. Such swirling emotions that fix my darkness instead of muddling my core calmed every bone, muscle, and emotion that previously strained. I flexed and knew my spirit’s weariness had been washed away, as I prepared for moments of reflection. Reflection comes easily under these trees because they take out the confusion and clear the mind. Modern life assaults humanity with so many interferences.
Cellular phones ring with text messages or calls. Advertisements blare with large printed words and images. Buy this! You need this! You want this! Automobiles blast their own cacophony of noises. Beep, beep, screech, vroom! People dash in the streets, with no time to stop and speak to one another and pursue long conversations. Children cry and kick their nannies, while both their parents work full-time. The nannies take the kicks and try to assuage their foster children. The pollution smells toxic with cigarette smoke and garbage heaps, and then perfumes and flower shops ridicule the latter, but not entirely defeating the former’s strength.
I cannot help but want to flee this physical battering of my senses. And fled I did. Under my oaks simple scents, noises, sights,
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