Changes in My Personhood - Personal Statement Example

I find myself taking on challenges and too much work, in hopes of keeping myself busy and occupied.

I may slip up a little here and there, by I try to spread myself out too many different possibilities, hoping to expand my fields of study and learning as far as I possibly can. I also have found that it is more myself than everyone else who I let makes my challenges. Not saying I would turn down one that comes to me, but I keep raising the bar, pushing the tally, and raising the ante, to keep myself moving fast and foremost towards the challenging goals I have set for my personal growth. I also find myself jumping to leadership positions I would have once shied away from, and feel the need to be the leader, as well the want to take on the role when I see what I consider to be insufficient leaders to be doing a job I feel I could be doing much better.

Well this rashness and bravado of myself maybe a downtrodden effect of my ego, it also helps serve how well I strive for the best I can achieve. I also seem to feel a change inside me, a feeling that maybe old rules should be broken, and I might need to break out of my own little world and box a little more. Maybe everything isn't what I give it credit for being, and I might need to experience things more before I judge them. However, as much as I am pushing myself, I also see myself checking myself to my goals, and keeping track of what progress or lack of I am making.

If I seem to be falling behind schedule, I try my best to double time, often at my body's expense. I try to keep everything in check however and make sure to find time to just sit and relax after all my mindless running around. I also make sure to keep my mind working fast, which is when it works best. I also am aware to keep my bravado in check, and that sometimes,(though I think rarely), I may not be the best man for the job. Overall, I have seen significant changes in my personhood lately, some for the better, some for the worse, and some for the not foreseen.